I know that it’s just science-
oxytocin and endorphins rush in my blood then
dance their way back down to normalcy
in my brain.
But I can’t help it.
I’m like an addict
and he’s become the drug.
So what’s the antidote?
time and distance?
How do I wean myself off?
How do I keep my wits about me?
How to keep my walls supported?
How to not let just another somebody rule my heart?