he has no terms
gives without conditions
wants me as I am
unedited, faults and all,
and to offer me anything I want
whenever I want
all he asks for is three things:
my company, attention, and affection.
easy. no complications.
Meanwhile
I draft four pages of desires
in what I know is a futile attempt to exert control
over the possibility of another heartbreak.
And all he wants in return is my love.