Someday I know his hands will stop crushing my heart
and caressing my memory-
his ghost will move into my subconscious mind
and appear in my dreams only occasionally,
like an old friend who’s face brings warmth
instead of just sadness.
Someday I know love will no longer long
to build a home out of a fantasy,
someday I know I will open up and
share my soul with another again,
but today someday still feels so far away
and the painful silence of the past
is all I have left
to hold on to
for now.